one small step.

10^th Jan 2011

Monday // 1pm // 1 year ago

I am exhausted, mentally and physically. I can’t sleep. I can just think, and think, and think, and it’s driving me insane. But, I had my first (and last) exam today, so hopefully that’ll be some stress out of the way, I say some, because I know that just wasn’t it. I spent the guts of 2 weeks revising for that exam, and I felt like I knew nothing, it was horrid. I cried, and I cried, and then I smoked and drank enough coffee to kill, but…I made it out alive :) I had one of my bestfriends and my boy to help me <3 life savers. absolute life savers. I felt a big bit mental the last few days, but it’s over now, at least for tonight. I’m going out to party, and party hard, but first…I’m going to try and sleep for a little while. I want to feel alive, awake, alert, enthuastic…